It's June 22

***EDIT*** It's supposed to be raining all day Thursday, so nevermind about the bonfire

Holy crap, this summer has been going by really fast. June 22 already? nuts.

I'm full time 3rd shift now. so that's cool I guess. Two days off a week, but it's never consistent (as in, every sat&sun off). This week I have/had Tuesday and Thursday off.

I went to South Bend w/ Jared, AJ, and Nick, we went to hang out with my friend Kristina and her bf and their friends @ Bar Louie. It was pretty fun. Kinda awkward. But the bar had $2 burgers all night, extra cost for toppings. But still, they were tasty.

And I know I've been nursing an off again/on again crush on Kristina...but apparently it was really evident to my friends. AJ sent me a text when we got there saying "you want to sleep with her, don't you? It's pretty obvious" So I was in panic mode all night like "holy shit, what if her bf knows I have a thing for her? He's a really nice guy and they're both happy together, oh lordy" but nothing happened.

I want to have a bonfire this Thursday. I wanted to invite Noah, Misha, Suzy, Abbey and all them. So I posted on a Facebook thread we started back in October, asking if they wanted to come to my house for a bonfire/party/drinks. This was back on Sunday. No one's responded. So they won't be coming.

I feel like they no longer want to hang out with me. Which kind of sucks, because they were a really big part of my life last year. They helped me get through a lot of shit (the break up with Kayla...my uncle dying).

all well, I'll just invite AJ, Jared, Chris, and Nick to come over. Hopefully they will. most of the time, we don't really do anything outside of chill in the basement/go see the last showing of a movie/go to 5 O'Clock. So hopefully they won't come up with an excuse. But they might.