Hey

Dear blog,

Always wanted to start one of those with that.

Anyway, she's right. I don't know how to act without her. I always had this idea as to how fall would go down. But no, it's not even happening that way.

I really don't know what to do. It's tough when the one good thing that has happened to me this past summer decides to quit.

I'll find a job, find a place to live come next semester.

That'll end it all, yeah? Make everything good.

She's the only reason I was taking all of next week off to come home. I felt bad for not being there for her birthday. And for how I've been acting. So I was going to make it up by trying my hardest to be awesome for her.

This sucks. I'm going to sleep