P90X

OMG THE P90X HURTS SO BAD YOU GUYSSSS....

I did my first hour of it this morning, and holy hell do I feel out of shape...I couldn't even do a real push up :(...but it felt good...I'm really pumped and excited to pursue this to the end.


Maybe I should post a before pic, so in three months I can post an after pick and all the ladies will be like "omg look at that stud"


It's funny how I've reverted to hanging out with my old high school friends...I mean, to be perfectly honest, I was a-ok w/ not hanging out with them, seeing them ever again after high school...but now, they're all I hang out with. I'm tired of all my other friends...all they do is smoke weed and drink...every night it seems like. Which I mean, idc if you do it every now and then, but when it becomes such a part of your life that you'll say things like "I smoke every night to help me sleep" or "I really wish I was drinking right now, even though it's 1PM on a Tuesday"...then it just seems like you're weak and developed a dependency on the stuff.

But whatever. Now, don't get me wrong, I'm not saying that just because I've started spending a lot of time with my old crew that I'll instantly start to think of them all as BFFs and tell them every secret ever...cause I won't...I don't have a *best* friend. And I'm fine with that. I don't trust people, which I know, is such an ORIGINAL idea, I can't believe no one else my age has EVER said that and MEANT it...but yeah, I'll just keep them at an arm's length...so I don't have to get fucked over

anyway, gotta get back to cleaning and cooking...making Lemon Garlic Chicken on wild rice w/ a side of Asparagus Soup...hopefully it'll taste good

tralalala

Moved out of my place in Ypsi...couldn't afford to live there anymore :(


Moving to my dad's place in Holland, going to work out and educate myself on my own up there. Pretty excited for that...

My cat just nuzzled my neck...it was scary


Anyway, Turkey day was deliciousss....and Black Friday was crazy....waited at Best Buy for two hours to be first in line to get a desktop. 23 inch screen. 8 gig RAM. 1 terrabyte hard drive. Windows 7. It's a really nice machine...family computer of course :( lol


and tomorrow (or I guess later today...) Aron and I are celebrating our birthdays, even though it's a week early...because this way I'll have 3 solid weeks of following the diet plan of the P90X w/o interruption, which will be a nice little headstart before we go to Florida for Christmas...


Also, just got back from our LAN party...it wasn't so much a LAN party, just a group of us sampling each others' games...but now I'm going to bed...the cat is scaring me...oh gawd, he's trying to eat me. Farewell word

Turkey Day

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YAY! So excitedddd, going to hang out with my familyyyy and we're going to eat lots of food, and then hang out and go shopping for Black Friday, and be an awesome familyyy.

And then I'm going to do a LAN party on Saturday w/ some friends, and another feast w/ them. going to be nerdy awesomeness in a smelly dark basement! SO EXCITEDDD


But right now I have to get ready to drive from Holland to Baroda...to pick up the Truck and Aron (when he gets out of school)


and then drive to Ypsi to pack up my stuff...I'm moving out...I'm bummed out by it, but I mean it makes sense, I can't find a job (trust me I looked, I called, I dressed up, I interviewed, but nothing) and I don't have money, so why would I stay there? I'd just be a drag on everyone, and they'd grow to resent me...because they already resent Bryce being there, and I don't want to be resented.

But they'll be upset at me. I know they will. Because they'll have to find another person to move in and take up paying rent, because it'll become too much for Kevin and Neil.

But I guess this was bound to happen. I tend to disappoint those that try to be my friends.

No fail. I mean Kayla's pissed off at me apparently I did something that some reliable source said I did. But idk what that could be. Is she mad I hooked up with Hannah? idk...but if she was she would tell me that not "I heard some stuff from a very reliable person and now I'm upset with you for the time being" I just get the feeling that people are out to get me. Again...this always happens. I feel good about things, and then they come out of the shadows and pull down everything I've built up.

Of course I don't have much built up, and I'm tearing down a lot of it on my own (namely the relationships with people in Ypsi when I leave...but I have to do that. There's no sense in me becoming a burden) But this is not my work.

I shouldn't be surprised though. People like to make my life difficult. It's because I'm soft.

but yeah...

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Srsly, I'm pumped

Ahem

Need to find people up in Ypsi that wanna buy some pills.


I'm sure there are, just none of the people I know really need what I've got. Which sucks, cause I need money.

I've got a bottle full of prozak up for grabs. As well as some Vyvanse.

I need to sell em to pay for rent. Does that make it ok? I mean I don't really care. I'd rather sell then abuse em. and stuff.


Also...I really like Call of Duty Black Ops. It had a pretty fun single player campaign and the online multiplayer is pretty cool, different then MW2, but still keeps a lot of similar elements, so it's not like you're fresh off the boat so to speak. There is a bit of a learning curve. But I may be imagining that, seeing as the first two times I played online it was split screen, first on Kevin's 19 inch tv (which resulted in some horrible K/D ratios) and second time on Neil's 42 inch plasma, so that's a bit better.


OH AND IT HAS ZOMBIES YOU GUYS! It's really fun, and super difficult. Bryce and I spent the afternoon learning about and exploiting glitches to survive more levels and rack up insane kill streaks (zombies has unlimited waves of zombies so shit gets serious. Pre-glitch highest we got was 6, Post glitch we got to 11 :P...and the highest we heard of was someone getting to round 16 online)


Yeah I think we're going to have a party tomorrow night. I guess for Camilla's friend Jordan's birthday. She wanted to go to Necto tonight, but it's gay night on Fridays and Neil and Bryce were against it. And I mean if we all went as a big group, and spent time with the girls, we wouldn't have a problem. But they won't have it. Anyway, we were going to host a party tonight, but I guess the girls are doing something else, since Camilla, Neil and Rachel are in Kalamazoo to see Camilla's friend Andrea and Neil's best friend Derek/they all went to see HP7 at midnight...so since Jordan is Camilla's good friend, it be kinda weird if it was Bryce and I hosting all these people we wouldn't know. Plus we wouldn't be able to buy alcohol because we youngins yo.

I guess Camilla has been super mad at Neil for at least the past 24 hours or something. Cause he texted Bryce last night and today saying that Camilla hasn't said a word to him. All day. And the drive from here to Kzoo is a good 2 hours. Idk what that's all about. Neil said yesterday before he left to go pick her and Rachel up that it was Camilla's time of the month, and due to a mess up w/ her birth control missed a week or something, so it's hitting her super hard (is that how it works? I haven't had much experience w/ girls on birth control...and considering all the unprotected sex I've had, I'm rather surprised nothing bad has happened) So, idk what that's all about.

I hope they don't break up or anything, because I like hanging out with Neil and Camilla, they're fun people. And Camilla's lady friends are all our lady friends, so if Camilla leaves the group, so do they...and it'll just be us guys...which is totally cool, because I just loveeeeee watching football (sarcasm y'all...italics isn't working atm)


Anyway. Idk...I still really need to find a job. The Borders manager wasn't the manager w/ final say on hiring, that manager/boss was out of the building for the day, so he offered to just field the applicants...I got along pretty well with him, he could tell I was a bit nervous, but he explained the situation...asked some questions (days I'm able to work etc) explained payscales and such. And then we just kind of shot the shit for a bit, talked about books and stuff, and the new Harry Potter movie (he got midnight tickets, I was jealous :P) anyway yeah, I'm supposed to hear a call back from them to go through the process again w/ the hiring manager...but I'll believe it when I get it....if my phone ever works again :(

My phone won't hold a charge, I'll put it on the charger all night and in the morning it'll still be in the red...but not like 20% red, which still gives me a couple hours for a couple phone calls or some facebooking, but like I go to read my texts and it dies...I guess I could conduct my phone business w/ it plugged in and charging, but I don't like talking to people with other people around, because I feel like they're listening to everything...which tbh is what I do when someone is on the phone around me...


lol this wasn't supposed to be a long post, but all well.


I guess November is National Write a Novel Month. Which is really cool, a couple people I know (Camilla and Derek's girlfriend Beth) are partaking in it. There's like a website and you have like daily and weekly word quotas to hit, and the website has tips and workshops and stuff, and it all sounds really interesting. I wish I hear about it earlier, I would have loved to see if I could write a "novel" in a month. Cause I can't grow facial hair to save my life :( lolol. I probably could shit something out right now...but yeah I don't really know where I would start.

I've got like ideas and stuff. Mostly they're just snippers of a story, like a scene in a movie or a very, very basic premise for a movie or story...idk.

I should just carry a little pocket notebook (like a moleskine or something) around with me and just dot down ideas when I get them...and idk save em for later, and work on them when I get the chance? I got that idea from Jackie Chan, I was watching a special on him (I think it was on Discovery Channel, as like a documentary on his stunt work or something) but he was in this tiny little office and it had shelves running along the walls, and they were FILLED with notebooks. All sorts of shapes and sizes, all well worn and clearly full/used. And he said each and everyone was full of ideas for movies. All aspects of a movie, like plots, character descriptions, fight choreography, dialogue (sp?), and stuff. All full. That's crazy. Of course the notebooks span the last couple decades, but still, that's really cool. Yeah that's what I'll start doing. I'll ask for a couple small notebooks for Christmas. and I'll jot down notes everytime they enter my head :P.

So I think Aly and Ryan might be coming by to chill and drink for a little bit with us tonight. That's pretty cool.


give you a dollar if you read all this.

welcome to November bitch

So, how we doing motherfuckers? I'm doing just fine, just rocking out to Girl Talk...yeah it's bitchin' and before this, I was learning about dubstep music. It's pretty interesting stuff...so where I at dawg, where I at?

Oh well I remember my last blog i mentioned I was going to party with Mish and co that weekend. Yeah that happened. my new favorite drink is Vodka+Red Bull. that was a good night. and then the following weekend was our Halloween party in Ypsi


Shit was crazy, 43 people in our small house. We partied in the basement, but it was legit, we set up Neil's DJ stuff and light systems, brought in a fog machine and a strobe machine and a couple black lights and it was pretty fucking awesome, let's be honest.

I was going to sleep with this one girl, but Kevin woo'd her quicker then I could...that ass lol.


And then the following weekend my friend Hannah and her boyfriend Tom came up to visit me. the three of us and Neil went to BDubs and then after that we went back to our house and partied with Bryce and Neil's girl Camilla. Bryce and Tom schooled Hannah and I at pong. And I got super drunk on Vodka+Red Bull. And got Tom super drunk on vodka+sierra mist. He passed out in my bedroom.

Then Hannah and I hooked up in the bathroom. Oh drunken Shenanigans...

then they drove home the next morning. And broke up. But then got back together. So whatevs.

and this past weekend, was Olivia's birthday, so we pregamed at our house, then drove to Necto, and I actually danced the entire night (err three hours we were there) but still, y'all know me, and that ain't me. Dance for a good chunk of the night w/ Camilla's friend Ellie. She's rather qt.

Back in Holland now, driving my dad to the Grand Rapids Airport tomorrow for noon. then I'm going back to Ypsi, because I've got a couple interviews for jobs! Borders Books and Chipotle. Kinda leaning towards Borders. But I won't be rpetentious about it yo.


I'll update again in a month or something you rascals