P90X

OMG THE P90X HURTS SO BAD YOU GUYSSSS....

I did my first hour of it this morning, and holy hell do I feel out of shape...I couldn't even do a real push up :(...but it felt good...I'm really pumped and excited to pursue this to the end.


Maybe I should post a before pic, so in three months I can post an after pick and all the ladies will be like "omg look at that stud"


It's funny how I've reverted to hanging out with my old high school friends...I mean, to be perfectly honest, I was a-ok w/ not hanging out with them, seeing them ever again after high school...but now, they're all I hang out with. I'm tired of all my other friends...all they do is smoke weed and drink...every night it seems like. Which I mean, idc if you do it every now and then, but when it becomes such a part of your life that you'll say things like "I smoke every night to help me sleep" or "I really wish I was drinking right now, even though it's 1PM on a Tuesday"...then it just seems like you're weak and developed a dependency on the stuff.

But whatever. Now, don't get me wrong, I'm not saying that just because I've started spending a lot of time with my old crew that I'll instantly start to think of them all as BFFs and tell them every secret ever...cause I won't...I don't have a *best* friend. And I'm fine with that. I don't trust people, which I know, is such an ORIGINAL idea, I can't believe no one else my age has EVER said that and MEANT it...but yeah, I'll just keep them at an arm's length...so I don't have to get fucked over

anyway, gotta get back to cleaning and cooking...making Lemon Garlic Chicken on wild rice w/ a side of Asparagus Soup...hopefully it'll taste good