Oh Crap

So, I got my tail light ticket taken care off. And that's good.

It seems that Kayla's former roommates are having a St. Patrick's Day party at their apartment.

I'm not invited.

Not to say that I'm surprised by this. Because I'm not. I mean I've never been fond of them, to be honest. But I've always been nice and polite with them. I guess it just depresses me somewhat that it's almost been two months since I moved up here, and I still have no friends.

Damn that's depressing, but nevertheless, you know what I mean

So I guess I see this party as a wasted opportunity to find and make friends. But I don't know if I want to. Cause they're all their friends. And so far, I've also been none to fond of their friends. 'Cept for Neil, he's pretty cool, but I haven't called him to hang out with him in a while. I don't know.

I guess I'm just so used to knowing everyone through someone else, that it was never really truly "awkward" or "too difficult" for me to make friends. But now I don't have any close friends up here. So I have to make them on my own, and then meet new people through them.

Or just become the weird loner guy at school/apartment complex that everyone is wary of.

It's just a thought.