Worky work.

First day in like 6 hours. So nervous.

I hope i can survive this corporate culture.

I hope I can survive this summer with my dad.

It's like I'm a guest in some ones house that I don't know all to well. Which is fucking depressing and sad as hell.

I miss hanging out with my dad. I hope this summer will bring us closer to somesort of typical father-son relationship. Whatever that maybe. Hopefully something functional.

I hope this summer is good to us both.

In other news: def enjoy hanging with Noah and company: Suzy, Annalise, Elizabeth and the like. They're really laid back chill people. There is no urge amongst them to be the dominate member of the group, like there was with AJ, or Jared, or Jesse. And even tho I was the only straight one there...with the possibility of elizabeth, iunno where she falls...I felt right at home. Comfortable. I'll miss hanging with them. I wish Kayla was chilling with us last night. Cause they're her friends too. Hell she knew Suzy and Annalise (maybe) before I did. But it was just like, idk, like I didn't want to be that one guy who invites his ex to hang out, in a seemingly desperate play to make her realize he's all good. Fuck idk. Next time I'm in town and we're all together, I'll drop her a line. I miss hanging out with Kayla. She's a cool cat. But she might be here tomorrow. To hang with Kayleen. And I might hang out with them, if they want. That'll be pretty cool.

But yeah, Saturday was pretty awethome. The lot of us just chilled at Suzy's house for hours, talking bout life and all that. It wasn't a super deep, personal pow-wow, but it wasn't superficial. I enjoyed myself.

On a side note. I think I like Suzy. Which is completely ridiculous. Talk about wanting what you can't have. She's gay for Christ's sake. Lol oh alex you silly bastard.

I'm going to try and sleep now. On the floor. With these tiny fleece blankets. Christine swore there were legit blankets here. And I can't buy an air matress untill I get paid in a couple weeks. So uh yeah, hello sore back and stiff neck.

:P